Confusions of a grown up young man

Its been a quite while i wrote something. Its not that i didnt want to . It was mostly because there was nothing to write about. Most of the days were uneventful , from a blogging perspective. No Broken hearts, no new freindships, no new theories nothing.

But after a long long time to be exact 1yr i thought ok its time to start writing again.What to write about was the question? Then came a phone call from my friend about getting hitched invitation.Then another one , then another and when it stopped it was like 6 friends total are getting married. Whoa quite a huge number and very alarming.Alarming because most of them were my best friends. Crap ! the thought stuck i m getting older or these guys are getting married early. The thought was confusing as I have a sister (younger) whose marriage is fixed for now. Comparing to that age i am in pretty good shape. But these invitations all of them in my age ( thats the catch) called up to tell they are getting hitched to the permanent relationship wagon. Never in my life till now i wasnt bothered with my age. Mom keeps on telling me ur getting older check where you are going and also where you are now. What you are going to do for your life what plans. For all these i used to tell i m still young lot of time is left to decide. But now i m asking this questions to myself. Do i have time?? Am I still young( very young i meant).
After all these even mom is thinking to get me hitched.But luckly as my sis getting married shortly and they dont want to get double shock of conducting 2 seperate functions. So its likely to get delayed by 6 months to ayr. But in these times where time is flying at a speed of blink of an eye i think it will come very quickly. But am i ready ? My dream always was to find the girl by myself ( something i used to think a lot dont ask why ;) ). Its not that i am not able to find one. Problem is whoever i find gets married within 2 months. Its like this movie where the every girl who gets into a relationship gets married to someone else( forgot the name it is some lucky) . Actually the idea of me getting the girl was to know her better. Now a days marriages get done very fast. Very fast meaning in months time. And i dont feel that time is not enough. Atleast 6 months are needed. I make friends very slowly. Takes my own time decideing whether the subject is good or not. Most of my friends used to tell me the same. During the initial days of freindship i dont talk much. Once i crossed that line i m like your cannot make me stop talking kind of situation.I want to know whom i am going to marry from thier mouth not from thier father mother or not even thier friends. I can access a person pretty accurately if talk with them. Unless they are what we tell in malayalam padicha kallanmar( experinced cheats).Lets see who is there for me.

So now it seems we will be having more and more topics to discuss on. Welcome back Chandy .. Welcome back