Happy... A turmoil of a sad mind....

Happiness .. mm how can you explain that... ultimate dream of a living being or an escape from a melancholy mood...
As always sitting here in my room lazily without doing anything my friend pings me and asks me to read her blog... well i thought whatever its better than doing nothing .. I went about and read it.. the first parts where her usual stuff(i like that usual stuff ) .. Then something struck my mind.
"I always said I am happy for you,
But when I heard happiness
I was somehow caught with a lil sadneess"..

This brought a thought into my mind. What is happiness. How can you define it. How can you feel it. Well there is no clear cut answer. And above all how can you feel happiness for someone if you yourself dont know you are happy. This stream of words.. " I am happy for you " .. Does this really happen.. Do you feel happiness by seeing someone.. ( unless its a cute little baby who doesnt talk back but bites you occasionaly) ... i dont think so..truth is that you cant feel happy for someone... or sad... moreover it will be like we are happy if we are happy and we are sad if we are sad... But what is this happy.. its a expression of our mood , our mind , our body to make ourselves satisfied with something.. And all these its in our hands ... your mind, your body,your mood nothing is automatic or happens after putting some variable into a formula in your body.. its a ever changing equation which can be always been pointed to one answer happy/the good mood. I would say why been in a mood from which you will say you are sad and tries ways to come to happy.. why cant be you always be in the happy mode..
Its pretty simple. Why you have to become sad.. if something bad happens to you. And all these bad happens to you (99.99%) with you knowing something bad is going to happen. If you know that why you have to be sad and try ways to make it to a happy mood. Be in your mood and go forward.. It will work wonders..
I have seen people telling i m happy but i am sad... you arent either happy nor sad . You are in your mood.. you try to evaluate with others the weight of happiness.. A poor guy will see a rich guy how happy is he and he tries to be that happy which he will fail and be sad... Why cant we be happy in our sense..
And my dear friends dont ever say i am happy for you.. say always "be happy "